It's been almost 2 whole months to a year since I updated this.  So I thought I would. Alot has changed and I just keep moving forward. I look at what my hopes and dreams were last yer and kinda laugh because I didn't complete any of them haha I have decided however to start at a career college to be a personal trainer as well as a equine vet. I think both of those careers will be decent where ever I decide to move to. For the mean time, i LOVE my job at Zumiez, snow board season is starting and I'm super excited to learn this year.

Now off to work on those requests =D 

I've made my journal friends only and will more then likely not post anything publicly. I'm irritated, extremely irritated with my my family has taken to me wanting to be a custom car designer. They guilt trip me and go behind my  back when I think I can trust them and I'm sick of it. I adore cars. I want to work with, race and do anything I can with them. What is the problem with that if thats my dream? Fuck, I'm so stressed for money. I'm going to break it to my grandma that I'm not going to go to class any more. I'm so far behind it hurts. I'll make a deal with her to try and pass atleast my history class but everything else I'm to far behind on. I feel bad because I have let so many people down but I honestly tried and became depressed because quite frankly, i'm getting no where. There are things I want now and things that wont allow me to get there now.... so irritating...

as far as my art goes i've clean out my entire gallery on DA, and soon I will on FA as well.... I'm rather sick of my art and feel no reason to have it up until i become more happy with it. There is absolutely no reason to have it up. No one has said anything yet and I doubt they will even notice. Like I honestly care if they do right now. It just irritates me to see young artists whine and complaine about people cretiquing their art and saying that they don't do art for money when they are flooded with commissions all the time and artists like me don't get a single one. I try, extremely hard and feel my art is unique but I guess thats the problem. It doesn't look like so-and-so's or Disney. what ever...

I'll post my art when I do something I believe is worth something because right now. it's not.

I'm excited to announce that Poptart and I will be attending Anthrocon 2009. We'll be going for her 19th birthday and I'm extremely excited. We'll need to save quite a bit of money before then and decide if we want to drive or fly. Seeing as we live in Utah we will probably end up flying. I'm exited to go, get a bunch of badges made and do somethings out there. LOL have to see what else we can do in Penny while we're there.

Also, I'll keep the status of my art on here now, just easier seeing as you don't need a sub unless you want a shout box or CSS on DA. This will stay Mostly all public seeing as very very few of my inputs will be for friends only. So please add me if you like!

Art Status

Trades :  Closed
Poison-Poptart  @ 0%
Flarerose ( of DA ) @ 50%
Mix1000 (of DA) @  0%

Commissions : Open
Poison-Poptart (of DA) @ 0%

If you are interested contact me any way you like, or e-mail me at 2sday4design@gmail.com if you wanna chat feel free to add me on MSN at 2sday8@live.com
 

I'm a bum I know I am. Sushi with Todd. nummy nummy.

My art has been lacking however. It just does not hold the pizazz that many of my favorite artists have. It's been extremely difficult for me to capture it and sway away from basic portraits. I used the advice by many people to fix the Introduction image, and I also was able to see for myself alot of the things I wanted to change by posting it and looking at it online. that really helped alot and I will do that from now on.

-lord I'm sorry I was about to use your name in vain- but I need to figure out my grandpa's computer. It's the third time they've brought me out to fix it and it's just not working, I'm not even sure if what I'm doing is working.... I hate this something aweful... I just want to get it done and over with so that my grandpa can have his computer and I can stop feeling like an ass for not being able to fix it...

on to the twilight series.. Junk series if you ask me. Just a dramatic high school fairy tail. I can't even stand to read the first book, the hype in Utah is because it's mormon writer, which is bull if you ask me. she doesn't know what she's doing and needs to stop for the sake of humanity. lol

i've always wanted to write my own novel about vampires after the anne rice series, and i might have to.

Why am I starting another LJ account? I'm not sure, it'll be nicer to upgrade rather then my journal on DA. I wont ask any one to re-watch me or whatever on here but if you do thanks. =) Off to draw yes?

oh and by the way Todd. You are so hot... mmm all 160 lbs of Alaskan yum-yum.

Arts to do!
-Not going to continue working on Commissions until I hear from winning bidder =/ (no biggie...)-
Work on winning Kiribians
Work on Personal art! =)